Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, July 04, 2005

ok i pretended like i never knew you, i never seen you anywhere before. whatever that took place between us, im leaving it all behind. all those pain, tears & ohjoy we had, everything including you. you're just another fucker who's here to screw up my life. c'mon lah do something more matured, act your age. my life is screwed enough, thankyou. it's already a fucking screwed life. you're not that kinda guy that i know anymore yknow. yes i WAS affected by what you said but now i can hardly bother about you. why waste my time on some fucking dick? don't waste my precious time lah ok. you ought to live your own life & leave mine alone. much appreciated yes? you can go & fuck some bitches on the street i don't care. you can go flirt with all kinds of shaggy aunties for all i care. i dont give a fucking damn you fucktard. & know what, I'm throwing YOU outta the window to some other cheapos. you're so sick & dirty. i pity your girlfriend : whatever, i've got better things to do than to waste my time on you, fucking dicko!

know what? I'm all over you lah cheapo!

right explicit (=
i'm done with the scoldings. Totally hates him. eeeeeeyer, slaps. I hope he choke on every word he says. & every girl he's with now, ditches him & leave him in a bad state. HMPH that's the curse for you, ohsohot guy.

buddy, you're the best that i ever had (=
you're there when my heart almost fell out.
so you brought the heart back to where it's supposed to be.
save & sound, so peaceful.
it no longer temble, it's like so warm & red, my heart.
you're my heart's delight.
my numbo one! x))))))
after so many friends ive seen, drifted apart & all, you're the only one that made my heart feel so good though plenty happened & of course we did drifted apart :
my heart is so safe in your hands! :)
you were there ALL the time.
you never fail to make me smile (=
I won't forget, you offered to drop by my place with a little surprise just to make sure I'm good, I'm doing fine, not doing anything silly.
I love you a lot, y'know.
We promised, hooked & stamped.
We're never gonna leave each other
you got me & i've got you.

remember that! :)

; stick with you